For example, I'm jealous of my maps, codes, 3D models, 2D draws, IDEAS especially. My jealousy brought me to move away from any possible team, from music bands to programming teams and even from job offers. Why even from job offers? Well, I don't like the idea to work for someone, that's it. Why should he/she take all the merit of something he/she never did, never spent a second to create? Plus, as I said, I'm jealous of my work, and so, obviously I wouldn't like to give my creations to a "boss".
Anyway, there's another aspect of me, it is my "avoidance to the risk". This doesn't mean I don't like to risk, I rly would like it, but there's something(lot probably, for the way I grew up) that blocks me to even try to risk. This month I'm trying to get close to whatever risk/occasion I find. Most of the time I feel blocked. Fact is, I know I've rly great ideas but, I cannot find out a reason of why would it be worth to risk on them. Still... ...this doesn't mean it is not worth to risk on my ideas, I personally think that most of my ideas, if not all , would of be successful.
Where does this bring me to?
Well, it brings me to not to complete my works. Almost never!
An example: I've a lot of maps that I didn't publish but, not cause I'm jealous of them, but cause most of them are incomplete.
LOT of things I create are incomplete.
That's the reason why I'm here now, I don't think it's useless to start creating stuff and to not to complete anything, but cause, when I do it, I don't face the reason why I started that stuff. In the case of codes, maps etc, usually I start making that kind of stuff to SHARE it, and so, that's what's useless... ...Usually my "creator" routine is something like this:
[Day #1]
- "Cool another day, let me think at something rly nice."
"Nice done! Now let me create it..."
(Night/Morning comes and so I stop to work on it thinking to continue to work on it the day after)
Etcetera Etcetera...Francesco(the day before) wrote:"Cool another day, let me think at something rly nice."
"Nice done! Now let me create it..."
(Night/Morning comes and so I stop to work on it thinking to continue to work on it the day after)
So, let's just say, I'm here today to break my own rules
I guess now I should of not to be so much jealous about my ideas for UT99 So, as Gustavo asked me if he could of work on the Pressure gametype: YEAH WHY NOT?!
Same with the race and with a lot of stuff I will post here, even if not complete u.u
What about you? Have you the same rules about your own stuff?