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<Gustavo6046> Don't you guys care if I kill myself like I should since the beginning? I only do shit... :(
<Gustavo6046> I shouldn't really be annoying you guys right now. That's why I want to kill myself -- for the good of you guys...
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<Gustavo6046> Oh wait
<Gustavo6046> that's just a messy idea.
<Gustavo6046> but I really only do shit. :( Not that I want to kill myself.
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<nik> maybe mapping is just not for you
<Gustavo6046> I mean, I was losered twice from Doomworld and I am a foe of a community pillar in UT99.org -- because I really do shit!
<Gustavo6046> I don't know how to be social, and I shouldn't exist, because I only annoy people and... you know.
<nik> dont post your shit then until you get better
<Hamish> i believe in you gustavo
<Gustavo6046> I WON'T get better because I CAN'T! You don't know how it is to be a Asperger that fucking annoy people, and fucking just want friends but can't.
<nik> you are 12
<Gustavo6046> Good age to...
<nik> dont blame asperger
<Hamish> ^
<Hamish> You should use your asperger powers to make good maps bro
<Gustavo6046> wait just a second... where is everyone, like Sean, etc, you know, these guys that keep saying I'm a bad guy?
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<Sean> idk
<Gustavo6046> nevermind
<Gustavo6046> I won't see them anyway... never more... once I DIE
<Gustavo6046> I mean, not I die.
<Gustavo6046> Something else..
<Hamish> suicide is nothing to joke about
<Gustavo6046> I am not going to suicide!
<Gustavo6046> I am just going to cry...
<Sean> ok
<Hamish> over doom?
<Gustavo6046> I want to pay for what I done these years just annoying everyone...
<Gustavo6046> and doing shit...
<Hamish> dude i was lippy in the zd community i know them feels!!!! annoying ppl is funny
<Gustavo6046> because I won't get better because... I don't know, I just don't know how to behave and be social...
<Sean> well if I were you I'd admit my mistakes to the community and promise to try to behave
<Sean> but whatever floats your boat
<Gustavo6046> Now that I learned of UT99, maybe these guys won't be harmed for a long time... until I return to Doom, that is.
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<nik> anyone saw daedalus in the last weeks/months?
<Gustavo6046> The Cat knows how it is to be annoyed and having to kick/ban someone a lot of times. I don't want him to suffer the same again.
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Sorry if this message hurted you, I just wanted to share my feelings with people so they know that their suffering will end with me. I just want the best for you guys.
Sorry if this isn't allowed (I didn't know), if so then please just delete this thread and forget that this ever existed. Just know that I won't do bad for long.
EDIT: Please note I'm NOT going to suicide! Suicide is much, but much far from my plans.