The first time I had one of those I was sure I was having a stroke. I was alone at the house and by the time I realized something was in my vision it had covered enough that I couldn't see directly ahead. I knew I wasn't dizzy or weak or unstable so I sat down to see what was going to happen. You're right, it is in fact "strangely beautiful". Once you understand they are harmless and you just have to wait it out until they expand away into your peripheral vision you can appreciate them for the phenomena that they are.
This might be it.
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JackGriffin
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Re: This might be it.
So long, and thanks for all the fish
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GEARvision
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Re: This might be it.
Don't say that! ^^
I used to make slide shows just like you, of every match - period!
I had so many I had to stop, up there in the 6 digits...
I grew a style of my own and stopped looking back - I only have a portion of them - It reminds me of my father who had this gigantic list of MP3s up in the 6 digits as well, he cut that off too
Evolving interests, but always riding the waves!

My all time games & software are UT +mods & Smuggler's Run 2 by Rockstar; on the other side FFmpeg (CLI multimedia editor) & Zstandard (add-on for 7zip)
Aka RICOTTA_19216 / Loading SKAARJNET...
Aka RICOTTA_19216 / Loading SKAARJNET...
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ferapontikov
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Re: This might be it.
Patrick Bateman wrote: ↑Mon Jul 14, 2025 10:54 pmEmperor.jpgferapontikov wrote: ↑Mon Jul 14, 2025 5:35 am I have a lot of cuts, if you are interested, I can sometimes post them
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Somewhere in Afghanistan. Soviet soldier. Special forces. 80s of the last century.


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EvilGrins
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Re: This might be it.
Okay, wee update... I'm mentally healthy, though never sane (perish forbid).
Move into a nicer place but still no computer... in that I still have the same computer but it doesn't work; think the operating system up and died on me.
So, that.
At the moment I'm still basically gone, but hopefully not forever.
Move into a nicer place but still no computer... in that I still have the same computer but it doesn't work; think the operating system up and died on me.
So, that.
At the moment I'm still basically gone, but hopefully not forever.
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Kayako
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Re: This might be it.
I hope you can manage to stabilize yourself and get a decent machine up and running to play again! Stay tough!
The mad (undead) mapper formerly known as --=VatcilliZeitchef=--
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papercoffee
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Re: This might be it.
Regarding other players of modern games, WE all are not sane.
Good to hear that you are still a part of our silly community.
As Kayako said, stay tough.
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Insidious849
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PrinceOfFunky
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Re: This might be it.
You're healthier than your computer then, yayEvilGrins wrote: ↑Sun Nov 02, 2025 9:03 pm Okay, wee update... I'm mentally healthy, though never sane (perish forbid).
Move into a nicer place but still no computer... in that I still have the same computer but it doesn't work; think the operating system up and died on me.
So, that.
At the moment I'm still basically gone, but hopefully not forever.
Some of the stuff I created:
Software: UPackageScanner, UPackageObfuscator
Mods: VisualStreamPlayer, TeamColorOverlay, FunkyMoves, CommandSystem, FunkyPointer, AdvancedMutator, CommandEvent, ParticleSystem, LifeSucks
Gametypes: UTRoyale, UnrealRace
Hacks
: Create/Write files with UScript, Read files with UScript, Running files with UScript
Maps: CTF-(POF)-Escher_Fix, CTF-(NotYet)HyperBlast, DM-(NotYet)Condemned, CTF-StalwartXS, UR-Hyperblast, DM-3072-ItalyKinda, DOM-NRMC-Cathode, CTF-TAMC-UnderPressure
Concepts: RabbitHole, Builder gun, HeatMap, Playable arcade cabinet, Stalwartception, Non Conventional Weapons, MainFrame
Memes: Meme#1, Meme#2
Software: UPackageScanner, UPackageObfuscator
Mods: VisualStreamPlayer, TeamColorOverlay, FunkyMoves, CommandSystem, FunkyPointer, AdvancedMutator, CommandEvent, ParticleSystem, LifeSucks
Gametypes: UTRoyale, UnrealRace
Hacks
Maps: CTF-(POF)-Escher_Fix, CTF-(NotYet)HyperBlast, DM-(NotYet)Condemned, CTF-StalwartXS, UR-Hyperblast, DM-3072-ItalyKinda, DOM-NRMC-Cathode, CTF-TAMC-UnderPressure
Concepts: RabbitHole, Builder gun, HeatMap, Playable arcade cabinet, Stalwartception, Non Conventional Weapons, MainFrame
Memes: Meme#1, Meme#2
